Sorry...

I really don't know what else to say beside sorry...
Because of my selfishness and obstinacy, I troubled my family...

It isn't the first time, warnings were given every time but I just can't refrain myself.
WHY ME? Why can't I just like others? I did strengthen my muscle but it doesn't work...

I know I shouldn't whining...
We couldn't get what we want all the time right? But I just feel so...

By the way, I might need to go for surgery, so if any of you got any recommendation please tell me if you feel free.