R.I.P., MJ

I was dumbfounded when I heard this.

Not that I'm a fan of MJ.

To be frank, I've never watched the King of Pop's famous moon walk until today and I can hardly name his songs. You're not Alone, Heal the World and We are the World are what I could name.


All these years what I've been hearing about him was the alleged child abuse that severely ruined his reputation and a shocking announcement of record-breaking UK comeback tour. Oh ya, how could I forget his skin bleaching and plastic surgery?


Despite all the negative claims, no doubt he was a talented person. Well, I just did some research and guess what, he had showed his musical talent at 5 years old and joined his brother's band (Jackson 5)! If this doesn't convince you, think about the comeback tour. Tickets of 50 concerts were sold out within hours! It is really unbelievable...

And now, he's dead. The famous pop star has gone. Guess many of us are going to miss him.

May you rest in peace, MJ.

华文，我永远的母语

小时候的我对金庸武侠小说，中国著名文学如三国演义，岳飞传，杨家将，西游记等爱不释手，所以我频以我的华文为傲；

上了大学，为了恶补英文选择的读物都是以英文为主，很少再接触华文。
不知不觉中，我的华文退步了，甚至还把“会计”的“会”念成“hui”！真是丢脸。不进则退果然是对的。

今天，百般无聊下拿起妹妹的短篇小说看，一种久违的熟悉感回来了，真得很久没接触华文了。书名是《小天堂》，作者是邓秀茵。

这不是什么爱情小说，也没有什么降龙十八掌，却有着那纯纯的感动。

“有些事，你想做就去做吧。
有些人，你想见的话就去见吧。
想太多，就会失去机会。”

朋友的爸爸从小就离开了朋友，长大后得知爸爸的消息，主角就对朋友说了这番话，呵呵。。。

可是，很多事情真的是这样子吗？哪我和你呢？唉。。。
我把我的失败归咎于我的自卑，自卑到怀疑自己是不是真的那么烦。
过去的就让他过去吧,以后会怎么样，一切随缘。。。
至于自卑，总有一天我会战胜你的。

还有，我发觉原来一个人逛街也是一种享受。
当然我不是贸贸然一个人去逛，只是在等妹妹学琴时去消磨时间而已，结果却让我发现到原来我的好奇心真得很强，我竟然站在宠物店里的变色龙橱窗前差不多20分钟为的就是想看变色龙如何变色！可惜没看到，他们都没变。。。

礼拜回中华看了学术展，真的让我佩服得五体投地。一整天在那都还没把所有的东西看完，可惜星期六外公生日，否至两天都会回去看。

妹，那天要安排很多东西，所以没去看你表演，对不起。

这一天也遇到很多旧朋友，衣袖啦，polar bear 啦，臭臭拉，俊源啦，还有不记得了。。。人老了，果然健忘，呵呵。。。
也遇到黄明达老师，为勇竟然高过我了！

看了合唱团的表演，听到colours of the wind 时有想哭的感觉，真得很怀念这一切的一切，真得很怀念你们这班朋友，不晓得大家怎么了？在槟城的，在金宝的，再kl的，都还好吧？

我不得不承认我在维持友情这方面很烂，很少主动打电话联络你们，也时常放飞机，所以渐渐的就疏远了。我会反省的，也希望这个部落格能让我们保持联络！

真的好久没用华文了，不是因为我不爱我的母语，而是用华语blog还真麻烦。不过老实说，华文才能表达出我真实的我，这是其他语言所不能代替的。以后有时间的话，我一定会用华语写，因为我爱华文！

Renovation

Alright, don't be panic, you're in the right place if you're looking for my blog, only that I've changed the template.

It used to be black in colour, giving a dull and deadly impression but not anymore! Reason to renovate? Well, it's simple. It's about to reach 50 posts (is this a reason?!) and this blog is about 7 months old (is this a reason too?!)! On top of that, I'm bored with the template (this sounds more convincing).

Haha, whatever reason it is, I like my blog more now because it looks more cheerful and more delightful, don't you think so? But one thing I dislike about the new template is that photos and words have been lighten, as if shrouded in mist. Tried to remove it but unfortunately all the codes are too foreign to me, so can't help much.

Anyway, all the gadgets have been carried down, credit to my brother because he did this for me and freed me from the cumbersome process for embedding them one by one again. Arigato!

As you can see, there's a music player on the right hand side. To avoid annoyance, the auto play is disabled, so click the "play" button if you would like to check out what is my taste of music as I'll arbitrarily add songs that I enjoy listening. So, do hope you enjoy them too!

The end of another semester

So, one more semester gone and it is holiday now! Yippee!

Before going any further, congratulations to Alvin for proceeded to the interview stage for his Japanese scholarship. Okay, am expecting a free meal from you but please get a hair cut first, can? XD Anyway, all the best to you!

Haha, back to the topic.

As usual, movie comes right after the end of examination period, no exception for this time too!
Went to Midvalley for Angels and Demons, but luck wasn't with us. It was selling hot and only front rows were available.


Despite that, the movie was awesome! You wouldn't know who's the antagonist until the very last minute. Complicated, tense and mysterious, it will definitely keep you awake throughout the movie.

Religion and science, fate and facts, how would you justify them? Well, having scientific background, it is kinda hard for me to answer this. I would rather quote from the movie,

"Fate is a gift, I've yet to receive"

p.s. Okay, is holiday now and I'm free. Is anyone going to date me?
NO?! Argh... ;p

Revenge of Fallen

Wonder is it because reading too much and didn't relax my eyes, my eyes are so dry and I can't even sleep well. Argh, is all examination's fault!

3 more days to go, then I'm free! Well, clear all movies "in arrear", like Night at the museum 2, Angel & demon, Monster vs alien, Terminator 4, Blood...

and most importantly, I don't want to miss Transformer 2! Just by watching the trailer alone is boiling my blood! Omigosh!

Okay, I better back to reality first...

Warning! emo ahead!

No doubt that grades do not mean everything but you can't deny that when you score low mark, it actually means your answer is not correct and you got something wrong.

But the problem is, I don't see why I should get such a low mark for my law. Maybe I'm just too dumb that I actually misinterpret everything? I wish I could have a look at my paper and see what's went wrong.

I'm not fretting myself for getting such a low mark, getting low marks or even zero for my exam is not something unusual for me after all, is just that I've put in all my effort in it and I think I deserve something better than that, unless I'm a failure in nature. You know, through out my life, I've never succeed in anything, regardless how much effort I've devoted and one of them is basketball. Putting so much effort, so much time but what now? Don't even dare to play now.

I don't want to lower my head and say, okay, this is my fate, I'm a failure in nature, no matter what, failure remains failure. I want to fight back, I want to regain my confidence and I want to prove I can do it as well as somebody else! But what? It seems like all my efforts are in vain, instead of satisfaction, frustration is what I get... I don't know how...

Sorry guys, I shouldn't post this up, but I just can't bottle it up either. I know my emotional management has been done very badly, I promise I will find some ways to release all these negative things soon. Anyway, I apologise for the rant and thanks for reading this up. I'll be fine soon.


Emo,
Jc

No More Probation!

Voice 1: Yeah, I'm now a full-fledged driver!

Voice 2: So?!

Voice 1: Which means I don't need this anymore.


Voice 2: So?! You still have to comply with the Road Act and all those nonsense right?

Voice 1: Yeah,but I'm no longer under probation! I'm now a full-fledged driver, and I get pretty excited about it.

Voice 2 : . . .