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It was supposed to be a day worth celebration,

Marking a new milestone in walking our life together,

A day to jump with joy on my result and the end of your exam,

Nothing seems more perfect 

As if we were made for each other

And dancing together in your prom.

This was how I've pictured, 

Only now it is a dream that would never come true.

How many thousand times,

I've picked up my phone trying to dial your number,

But it's not easy,

for a new chapter has begun,

I'm no longer your need,

Like a pen run out of ink, 

It's time to replace.

I know, 

It's not been easy for you,

It must have hurt you so bad to have it replaced.

I know,

I shouldn't have opted for a break,

It was out of good intention,

Nigh was your exam,

Concentration and focus you needed,

For I failed to notice the root of the cause.

For I thought stress was to be blame.

I still care,

And I know you do too,

But the way we care for each other,

It would be a challenging one.

But I'll stand by you,

Genuinely as your friend,

If you ever need me.

Just so you know,

I'm letting go,

For your smile is what I adore,

Even though I'm not the reason you smile anymore.

That's the last thing I could give,

Bitter sweet taste,

I'm going to miss you,

Like a child misses his blanket.

For years I've not cried,

I never felt this much alive and real, 

Yes, 

You've thought me it's ok to cry,

It's ok to show your true colour,

You believe in me and gave me strength,

Made me a real person than I was,

Thanks for loving me.

 And I'm fine,

Life has not lack of laughter, 

It's been great,

I believe,

tomorrow will be even greater,

to me, to you.