U.P.D.A.T.E.S

A lot has happened in this short span of time. I think it would take up a good fortnight to give a blow-to-blow detail of what I've been up to or what had jumped into my life and took me by surprise. To cut short, after three years, here comes the moment where I've to don in some silly robes, holding a rolled quality paper that cost me 38k and smile to the camera. Supposedly to be one of my proudest moments. Yea, supposedly. Well, under my mortarboard, there hides a word regret with capital letters. Anyway, I still feel an ounce of happiness on this regard, but, sigh, gone my student-priced-movie-tickets. This ain't good huh?

So on the tour of getting myself employed, a lot of anxious, self-doubt and nervous were on the way. It wasn't a smooth drive like my other friends, where they hit the jackpot for the first interview. Awfully screwed up the first interview, and the next thing I know was finding myself in a dilemma between going on with what I had on hand or risked it for a better choice. Thank God it all ended well and everything is settled down. My earnest gratitude to those assisted me along the way, this includes Mr. Google.

Alright, a snippet on the second happiest man in the world. Well, you know who you are. So far so good I would say, despite some small fights now and then. You wouldn't know how surprised I was that day when you get me water during dinner. It's not just about saying the sacred three words, the warmness comes from small little stuff like that, at least to me. You deserve the award and keep making me the happiest man in the world ya? 

To wrap up everything, life has been what it is, not lacking moments of joy or anger or tear, what is really lacking is a rewind button. But who needs it? You wouldn't know how it would have been if another road were taken. Why bother then? 

"To be more awesome than last year"

I remember early this year I set this as my goal for 2010. But truth be told, I failed badly. If there is a scale to judge my yearly performance up to my 21 years of existence on earth, I think I've been the worse me in 2010. 

I abused all the trusts that were put forth on me and brought disappointment to those I hold dear. How unworthy...

If there is one last thing I got to do before the arrival of 2011, it would be a sincere apology to all whom I've troubled, disappointed, hurt and offended. It's time to get myself out of this mess, not without all of your help though. So please kick me in my butt when I show a slight sign of irresponsibility. 

Few more days to 2011, few things that I shall start doing:

• Be a better bf, brother, son, friend and a follower of Christ
• Be on time
• Stop procrastinate and get things done fast
• Keep my words

and most importantly, be more awesome than whom I was.

 

To end this, Merry Christmas to all wonderful people around me! =) 

Finale

I can't remember when was my first encounter with piano. It wasn't because of interest that I started learning piano and as far as my memory is concerned, silly to say, as a young boy I always felt so embarrassed to tell my friends that I learn piano. For me back then, piano is for girls. So imagine with no interest, no love, nothing, I'd always wanted to stop, just that this idea had never passed through my parent. Strangely enough, I never failed any paper and now I can't stop wondering what if I failed all those years, would I green with envy when I look at others playing piano now?

My life is full of blessing, you see. I changed piano teacher for quite a few times but I dare say none of them is as good as Melissa. One of them even told my mom that she doesn't like me and requested to take my brother only, how terrible is that! My interest started to grow for few reasons but I'm just like a typist, practise to hit the notes correctly on the piano. Soulless. Dry. Unexciting. This can't be blamed, for years I was just following instructions, hitting the right notes without appreciation and passion. That's why I feel extremely diffident to play for anyone. At least not until I overcome this, so stay tuned will ya?

I don't know whether you would like this a not, but I'm totally in love with this! 

Zee Avi rocks! =) 

Weird taste of music I have. Yes? No?